for a reason...dun worry. God will work it out

i've come to 12yrs old and im marvelling at the change that has come over me. remember primary 3? haha..."eww... its a girl..." remember now? lolz. im still trying to find myself. my REAL one. something i told jing yew the other day:
"ppl are themselves when they experience the emotion. i BECOME the emotion"
its complicated.
at 12, im struggling wif my feelings and my very self. i've put on a show too many times. i'd like to have some soul searching.

and something struck very deeply in me tday. most of you wont noe hu sean is. sean wong. (sean if u r reading this i hope everthing turns out ok.) the thing was, that he was crying. not to make fun but sean doesnt look that sort. he's alwys seems so happy... wif life, everything. im the total opposite. it made me realise that love is so dangerous. it can bring out the best in ppl, i agree. then agn, it cd destroy ppl too. wad i saw wasnt very comforting.

i mean, u see my frens. take a look. at some point or other they hav liked the opposite sex. hans for example. i've had frens who wished catholic high was mixed sch. but im not so despo lah. it isnt the looks. its the personality. looking back now, i've made some stupid moves, revealing part of who i really might be. i try not to show myself, try to conceal it as best as i can. then agn, ppl screw up. reflecting, i might actually have a crush. but im not even sure myself

so thats my spastic life. stay spastic!
crazychewie

the reason Man U will alwys be the champs. liverpool, kiss my ***

lolz this is super funny. ripped frm IC Ken's blog (apologies)

When Nemanja Vidic does a pushup, he isn’t lifting himself up, he’s pushing the Earth down.The chief export of Nemanja Vidic is Pain.If you beat a team containing Nemanja Vidic in Pro Evo it will cause your PS2 to blow up.In an average living room there are 1,242 objects Nemanja Vidic could use to kill you - including the room itself.Nemanja Vidic once ate a whole cake before his friends could tell him there was a stripper in it.For some, the left testicle is larger than the right one. For Nemanja Vidic, each testicle is larger than the other one.Nemanja Vidic grinds his coffee with his teeth and boils the water with his own rage.Nemanja Vidic once ate an entire bottle of sleeping pills. It made him blink.Nemanja Vidic played Russian Roulette with a fully loaded gun and won.Nemanja Vidic puts the "laughter" in "manslaughter".Nemanja Vidic hates The Beatles; two to go.Nemanja Vidic crossed the road. Nobody has ever dared question his motives.Nemanja Vidic died ten years ago, but the Grim Reaper can't get up the courage to tell him.Nemaja Vidic once woke up in a foul mood. The result was the Yugoslav wars.Some people get lucky and kill two birds with one stone. Vidic once killed four birds with half a stone. What's that? You say there's no such thing as half a stone? The four dead birds didn't think so eitherFergie didn't drop Darren Fletcher, Nemanja Vidic dropped Darren Fletcher.Nemanja Vidic doesn't mark players, he permanently stamps them.Nemanja Vidic once turned up for training late - Fergie fined the rest of the team for being early.Nemanja Vidic doesn't head the ball away, the ball heads the other way.Nemanja Vidic can slam revolving doors.The 'big bang' was a Nemanja Vidic tackle.Vidic once won a game of Connect Four in 3 moves.Superman owns a pair of Vidic pajamas.Vidic never retreats, he just attacks in the opposite direction.The only time vidic was wrong was when he thought he had made a mistake.Nemanja vidic once beat a wall at tennis.Once a cobra bit Vidic's leg. After five days of excruciating pain, the cobra died.Giraffes were created when Nemanja Vidic uppercutted a horse.When vidic gives you the finger, he's telling you how many seconds you have left to live, and if you leave this group Vidic will give you the finger

Mixed Feelings

a tribute to all my seniors who have guided me through the beginning of my NCC life.

a great big THANK YOU to you all. without you i would be a totally different person. thanks for all the help, care, concern (and discipline? nah)... wishing you all the best in everything you do...seniors

tday POP was shorter then i expected, not complaining =). sad 2 see staff yongliang, sargeant ernest, (sargeant rong xuan? haha) and all the other seniors go. but quite funny after POP. the seniors all go throw their berets on the floor. then got one step on it. lolz. then sarge rong xuan v funny one, try and trick IC toh hon into dropping the beret. haha, IC's too smart 4 tt lah. tried hard not to laugh.

sarge: come on, throw it to me!
IC: *shakes head* dun wan
sarge: COME ON! dun worry, here i'll take frm you *holds out hand*
IC: *suspiciously looks at sarge, slowly put into his hand*
sarge: oops! *pulls away hand*
(luckily IC caught it)

so tt was really wierd.

btw on wed the rehearsal got somene faint lehs! VERY damn scary. lean foward then *BAM* falls flat on his face, whole nose got blood. scary.

so thats my spastic life. stay spastic!

crazychewie

End Of Holy Week

"Christ, having been raised from the dead, will never die again"
a verse frm Romans Ch 6 tt i lyk.
so sry tt Fri no post cos i was in church fr holy wk camp. im in the altar servers u see. nvr regretted joining it but
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u noe wad happened tday?! only richard T. , bryan, and me went to clean up church cos tday last day of using the tentage. nvm. if i complain more i'd probably get screwed. but im lolling right now cos lyk nearly 8-9 boys left without their towels! HAHA XD

short post cos im pretty tired ;ah, no time now oso.

btw i jus created my facebook account. its under "Jonathan Chew". if u hav pls tell me then i add u =)

God bless you (special ending for a special week)

crazychewie

Thoughts Close To Me...

you noe recently ive been thinking a bit about wad im doing and wad i want in the future. u see, if i continue procrastinating lyk wad i alwys do, i'll fail as a person. (if u wan to grade my life now i'd probably fail...) so i'm trying to be a better person.


1)haha, less swearing


2)less procrastinating


3)less pissing other ppl off


and u noe lyk i've been bit more interested *ahem* in... im still w8ing for HER to come around =)


something struck v deeply in me tday. this bk showed wad i was supposed to be lyk, u noe tt horoscope kind of thing. the wierd thing was, it was right! about everyone! every single person i
looked up was totally TRUE! and then it showed, u noe whether a relantionship will last(if i ever hav one. lol long way mre to go) pleased to say i scored pretty well lah, not lyk somebody in my class...no offence course =)




haha, im not gonna reveal anymore. i usually keep these thots to myself SO DUN GO AND SPREAD THEM. if i find out ur father's day will be gone v,v, soon. stress on "very".





drawing of minori frm toradora!. sucks more than the allen pic but still worth keeping =)

lelouch will pop up this Fri. REMEMBER! im gonna make his the pic the BEST EVER, then mebbe enter into 3rd lang art competition =))) lolz. so all's well tt end's well.

so thats my spastic life. stay spastic!

crazychewie