T.B.Code

I was just thinking back on Primary 6 days when Ms Lee was my English teacher, and how she'd teach us entire paragraphs to describe emotions such as happiness, sadness, anger, and Guilt.

Goddamn hypocrite now

Was intending to post this yesterday but I slept a bit earlier cos I was quite tired. So yesterday was supposed to be full day BAWC, but it was damn retarded. Morning we continued where we stopped on Friday and stuff, like the practicals and simming also. This time Ying Wei came down with Chiam, so together with Delvin they were the ones handling practical flying for me, kudos to them :) Chee was like damn stoned out the whole day so he literally just slept around on the chairs. When we needed to go for break I was shouting "CHEEEEE" in his ear and HE DIDN'T EVEN STIR OMG. I shake him damn violently then he blur blur wake up LOL I swear he reminds me of a teddy bear. We streamed them again before lunch and with the exception of some I think the rest could fly okay. But somehow during that time they crashed a plane onto the flying fox tower (Reminding me of AAWC sighs) which happened to be the buddy corded Cessna. No idea how that happened but yeah. Since we only had the solo plane left I let the cadets use that one but STUPIAK me tried to test fly it again without checking and I crashed the bloody plane. The motor came out and just so happened that the DC was there so he told everyone to just early dismiss. At first I really wanted to continue for the sake of the those who hadn't flown yet, but thought after a while really no point without buddy cord cos sooner or later they'd crash the plane until gg. So we sent everyone home and just lepak-ed in the aero center for a while. Tried some stupid shit on the sim before the DC said Sgt Jeremiah was waiting for us (which turns out he wasn't). So we went out but ended up watching  the PDS peeps for a while. This split district format is kinda weird cos the atmosphere sucks but oh well maybe the finals will be better. I remember seeing Aida in the canteen too during FSD but she was talking to her friends so I didn't bother. Met Ameer and Jun Yu during PDS also! Both their schools did quite well I think, Ameer was performing also. Saw some other AIs from SA and derped around a bit before we actually booked out. 

After that we decided to go Naked Fish and stone around a bit cos no one really felt like going home. Chee had to go work ( in his half-conscious state :P ) so was left with Jallene, Mira, Zhan Jiang and me. The heck sia everytime I do something all 3 make fun at me T.T Stoned there until about 5plus before we left, but Naked Fish was damn nice cos even though we didn't order anything they treated us lime juice! ^^ Had to go church later evening and at first we planned dinner but ZJ went home and Mira had her bro's bday. Went to church afterwards for practise, about it. 

Had a good talk, something I miss. I remember Sec 3 when everyone shared everything, but now... everyone just retreats in/don't care/don't have time. Reminisced on last time, when everything was simpler. When everything was easy and uncomplicated. I miss that. I keep thinking maybe I could have expressed it better, and now I wish I could have done something to remember more. But well... friendships are hard to come by, and I guess it's the little things like this that really count, to me at least :)

From this day to the ending of the world

But we in it shall be remembered

We few, we happy few, we band of brothers;

For he today that sheds his blood with me

Shall be my brother

Good Night

Enlightenment

The moment I saw it I was like WTF then laughed a bit to myself LOL. Don't worry I haven't sot yet. Still approaching terminal velocity.

Speaking of such stuff, I think Physics now is damn cool! Plus the teachers are all not bad also so yeah. Even the lectures I didn't sleep, which is saying something. And I actually understand stuff woohoo! Maths is just as bleh as usual, dunno why up till now still doing revision. Liddat then have to chiong the actual curriculum later on right? Lit today was damn good also. Mr Teo is a supersuper good teacher. Although come to think of it I totally forgot about his homework ._. oh well there's cross country tomorrow. But GP now is not that interesting leh, I think cos of the teacher >< Sian I miss all the Cat High teachers. MR QUAY FOREVER. Like today Ernest, Heer Tern and me ended up talking about CHS again. Then we talk talk talk like how even though the system isn't the best (which personally I'm on the fence about) but it's the people that make it so awesome. Today was kinda funny also cos Hazel saw Ernest doodling and was like damn creeped out about it. Honestly though I don't get why she was creeped out but whatever, maybe I'm used to his doodles alr LOL.

Zomg I actually had more stuff to talk about but now like forget/can't be bothered.

Oh yeah! I signed up for ODAC anyways. But the selection really is quite grueling, very UG-ish. Though I believe them when they say it's just for this moment (hopefully lol). Now got a lot of stuff quite lehchey like proposals and getting the logistics ourselves :P We had our preparation day yesterday and turns out a lot of the stuff is I learn before already. Then my group people also damn on I can't do shit also T.T My only hope is that they pull out or something. Quite asshole move lurh but yeah.. Unless during the camp the on ppl no more energy, hopefully then I can catch the instructors' notice.

And and and BAWC tmr! Finally can fly again booyeah!

Just want everyone's best interests.

Good Night

Revisiting ("old") songs. Might do this every other post or so.

Stories

Well everyone has theirs innit? When i looked over, i guess that was when i realised i should just give up.

Was looking through my previous posts and realising that gosh did i sound like an over-dramatic emotional retard. Okay maybe i still do now but its not as bad (I hope).

We had some CCA walkabout on wednesday to help us choose. Though I don't really have to join an internal CCA, Mr Seet encouraged us to do so. Find it damn cool that he was from VS Air last time! Then he went to ODAC, which I'll try applying for. If not then I'll settle for rock climbing which sounds pretty good also! ^^ Xiang Bin was saying how he looked forward to the camp, and i cant say i disagree with him LOL. Been a while since i've been put under a hiong camp, might relish this chance to do so. After all, YOLO HAHAHA.

See ah this is what it means to live. I guess one day i will, but i guess that'll be a long way down, and by then i just hope that everyone's happy. The GP teacher passed us a paper the other day asking us to write 5 "i believe"s. One of them was loyalty to friends. Which kind of describes my decisions now, and something i live by. Another one was that we should always try our best so we don't regret later. More or less yeah.... gosh my maths teacher really CMI T.T

Dozing off already.

The lit dept intro-ed themselves today and they' re all super cool! Glad i took lit. Ms Sng is so fun-quirky, and Ms Chia sounds like a badass LOL. But the thing that got me was the selections by the teachers. The one by the HOD really was beautiful. I hope i can write like that some day.

Tonight at Noon

Goodnight

Accidents

Probably one of the worst ideas I feel, but too bad it's something I can't control. I keep trying to find the proper reason why kena until like that, even I tio drag in. But the initial reason I had was gone recently. I still don't know what to make of it lol.

Well orientation finished yesterday night. I swear AG is so much better than OG. My OG is like damn split/dead/splitdead. I couldn't care less really. And I realised what annoys me a lot is people who just give up for trivial reasons. Like even if you don't like it, if everyone else is trying, at least give them some face too. The activities for the OG stuff was actually ok lah, but it was mostly going through the motions. Came to the conclusion that the AG/OG thing was a bad idea. Everyone should have stuck. Cos after going to OG, people kept thinking about their AG so no one bothered to give a shit about OG. Though for me doesn't really matter cos I was damn quiet either way. Although to think of it, the lunch at Old Airport Road was a good one I enjoyed. Spoke up more. My class itself, have to wait and see bah. I think it'll be something I grow into eventually. I think I'll be able to get along after some time :)

It's not low though, just trying not to get ahead of myself. 

None of us wanted to go for the night thing at first, but bopian what. Land up the people in my OG ask their AG/Class people come over so I'm just like wtf. Sat through for about the first 30-45mins, then a wild Ze Bin appeared and ask me join him. Jyh Hean was there too LOL. So we just did all the retarded shit together which actually made it so much more interesting/entertaining. Someone asked if I preferred single-gender school, I'd say yes I guess. Can do all more these shit without being self-conscious LOL. Then while everyone having fun some cockblock appeared and scold everyone for throwing the light sticks. So we all had to leave then and there. But it was still super fun nonetheless. Here's to a rewarding 2 years in VJ :D

Gah, was thinking of some stupid shit at first, really tempted. Now I don't think so.

But it goes to waste...

Good Night 

PS: I fell in love with this song omg. 

Conversations

I actually wanted to rant today but since I got that out of the way before this, I'll just bull out what I can because... well just because.

So yeah I got posted to VJC. At first I was dreading the travel time but I realised it wasn't that bad. Ok it is still quite long but it's the kind of thing you sort of get used to, kinda like walking to HQ. Don't think it'll be too bad after a while. I did try the appeal, but it didn't go through. Suprisingly, I wasn't even disappointed. I think after experiencing VJ it turned out to be a school I'd rather enjoy. I was even sort of hoping my appeal wouldn't go through so I didn't have to make another choice. I guess I sent it in so that I could tell myself "Hey at least I tried". So no regrets there :) First day of orientation was kinda weird but okay lah. Cos there were quite little people from each school, so every group had different schools, with the exception of maybe VJ IP and VS.

Had to wake up early next morning for BAWC, which was more of a mehh. Bloody Danial ponned, Jon Loke also. HAISH. I was supposed to teach theory which was actually a ticking time bomb. I thought I could still remember all the shit, then kept screwing up at the start. Ying Wei and Daniel helped, then after that I got to the more familiar topics so it sort of went okay after that. Kishore failed the test, but I think he can still come to try again. He does have the passion after all, so hopefully he can make it one day. The DC treated us lunch after BAWC lol!

Damn this post is boring. Thank you if you stuck through it. But I can't just be ranting all the time, people say I'm too serious sometimes. Everyone has their own intentions, I just haven't figured yours out yet. I hope you don't regret it.

Good Night