Air Comp was a disaster for my category, not just for me. All the usual people, save for ACSI, crashed out in the 1st or 2nd round. Then land up NORTHVIEW come and own everyone like siao. I was hoping to have a chance to get to the finals. Land up, I must've offended somebody or what, I launch that time the prop become loose. The inevitable crash was, to say the least, extremely depressing. The usual suspects like Yak Hang, Alvyn, even DELVIN didn't make it past the 3.5m T.T such a disappointment :/ The rain I prayed for came, but at the totally wrong time, when we were just about to commence the Open Cat. Land up postpone to this sat. And I have Ophir, so no choice DQ lor :( gargh Air Comp, nothing at all... NOTHING.
SSC was ok guess, just that I only knew 2 ppl in my platoon. But oh well, managed to make frens, especially in my section :D I wonder if the Chung Cheng Top 5 is really all gay. Hm... Mutuals was thankfully fine, thanks to my APC Justin Ho :D then come the awards. Was hoping to come away from HQ with at least something. False hope... Gone! Poof! Disappeared into thin air. I think maybe I would've preferred it if I didn't make it onto the shortlist, and have that one chance torn away from me, especially since NCC is such a big part of my life...
And all I can do is just smile and carry on.
On a separate note, really confused now I guess, because something happened to me that shouldn't have. I don't know to fight for myself or for others. Sigh... I guess personal happiness, fun, joy, peace and laughter has its price as well :/
On the (sorta) brighter side, at least I got my lanyard and rank. I must say, its cooler than I expected :D
Haha oh well, I guess I should be happy today. Still haven't decided if I'm going to watch The Cat tmr :P
Good Night
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