There we go
I don't really know where to begin. I guess I started blogging again because I needed somewhere to vent. When I didn't need to it just sort of died I guess. Well this isn't a rant or anything (although it might turn out to be one), but I think I finally need to say things that I can't tell anyone face to face because I'm too much of a malawach.
Just that feeling a bit frustrated. Not just about the results. It's more of a ''Can't you fucking see I actually give a shit'' even though you obviously don't. As much I might dislike ''certain person'' I can't say I don't understand what he meant. Sigh. Maybe really, it's not worth it to give a shit anymore, even if I can't help it. What to do, you can't escape your element. Learn something called loyalty. Whatever happened to face to face? Why can't anyone actually realise what the fuck is in front of their bloody faces? You still want to act like that?
I'm not going to talk about my results because frankly, I don't really have the mood for anything now. I just wish I was a blur-as-shit Sec 2 again when we actually rmb one another.
I don't know what more to say, I can't even put it on this dumbass post.
B.O.H.
No one must ever know.
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