Calm

Guess I missed out on the party

So yesterday we had our Feeling Fab day. Originally thought it was going to be quite waste time, but I guess it turned out kinda okay. Cos my class chose the Forest Adventure thing at Bedok Reservoir there, which was some basically a bunch of High Elements stuff all in one big course. At first thought like "Been there done that" but it turns out there were quite a few stations which I'd never done before. Okay lah, a few did before, but there were some which were quite cool! TARZAN SWINGGGG. Oh especially the second one lol! The freefall feeling that time damn shiok. Got that ballsdrop feeling LOL. Ya and the zipline was damn fun! Cos most of the zipline is over water so its just like can sit there enjoy view and see the water rushing past your feet ^^ LOL and the landings are the best parts :'D Cos its like this sandpit, so if you dont land facing the correct the direction your ass will just drag along the sand for like 4-5m, which happened to me like TWICE. Gosh i suck. Haha then after most of finished we played cards while waiting for the other group to finish (Cos our class some people went to another group). LOL @weixuan and ryan being in the second group but chionging through just so they could catch up with our class in the first group. YA then we had 2 packs of cards, so we transformed like one table into like some casino table, but both groups just played daidi in the end :P OH but damn funny, Yi Lin won 3 times in a row cos her cards damn good. Got once she had ALL THE 2s but never say anything then when she won she was like super happy LOL everyone else was just like WTF. The class went out for lunch later but I had to pass up my parade claims and stuff so couldn't join them. Surprisingly, one of the first times I felt a bit bad i couldn't join them for a meal. Guess I'm warming up a bit, hopefully. But they went to eat at Swensen's so i was like "fk that shit ppl no $$" anyway T.T

Me and Ernest went back to Cat High first cos I needed to sign my parade claims first and Ernest had choir shit. BURDEN Ze Bin forgot to pass me his claims in the morning so I had to go meet him first hahahaha. Lunched at the coffeeshop (God I miss that place. Still rmb always eating there before Mr Jason's tuition last time LOL wonder how he's doing now). Then went back and had to derp around cos Sir Kuah was still having lessons. Met Jallene at the MRT later cos she was helping the rest pass their parade claims too LOL she was candy crush-ing all the way (sorry!). YA so on the way to HQ (almost typed Langkawi) we met CHEEEEEEEEEE. YA he just came back from langkawi so I asked him how it was then he was complaining about how they had to eat fast food there LOL. So we passed our shit up at HQ but Zb's form and mine got freaking rejected cos wrong format. Whatevarrrrr, redo lor. Decided to stone abit in HQ cos it's like a freaking time bubble. HAISHHHHH  :SCHOOL:

Hao ba, I guess that's about it. Was initially a bit ranty, but I guess that's a paragraph for another post :) Just happy that I'm, well... content at this moment.

Good Night

[ Was listening to a Youtube mix and loved this song :) ]

The other half I'm only trying

Box

It's been a shitty week for everyone the last few days I guess, with the exception of PDS Finals. But even then, was quite frustrating also. Somehow everything conspired in the last few days to screw up, and a lot of things that could go wrong went wrong like some freaking Pandora's Box.

So last Saturday was the PDS Finals. I don't really have much to say actually. Met Roocas and Jal at the MRT [Third wheel (again)] and we took the bus in. When we reached there the inspection was finishing up lor, so nothing much. We more or less derped around at the basketball court while the PDS team practised. At first they were in quite a joker mood and we needed them to be more serious. Then they became super nervous as their turn started approaching so we had to give them some talk and stuff :P DON'T GO ON TILT. First time seeing Roy's solo also which was... sex LOL. When it was around the time for the second group to perform we let them go and watch to give them some motivation to perform better. All the time we kept trying to remind them to not drop rifles cos nearly every school was doing so. Then the retarded part came when YTSS performed. Really sia, their prelim is scam people de (Sort of). They still deproved quite a bit from previous years. But their performance this time round was just flat out mad. It's like, your performance already not bad, still want put in the screwed up parts. Dance here dance there wtf, bringing FSD performance to a PDS final. Gotta admit the extreme toss was impressive, but it nonetheless has nothing much in common with PDS itself. You might as well throw a heavy stick across the parade square. Don't know if you'll get what I mean. Just saying the move was nice but definitely not representative of PDS. And Javier got balls lol, we dare him sout "FSD!!" he really shout at the end wtf. I really hope PDS doesn't go down the road of FSD dancing :/ sigh. BUT ANW, when our turn came up we tried to pump them up (GONG JIAO) and then ran back to spectate. During their whole performance I was like "Please don't drop please don't drop" especially at the J-Hook part. But after they proved my fears unfounded time and again I kept going "WAH SEX" cos it was really damn... sexy LOL (Got me so HIGH and then she dropped me). Bam, sex bomb, 2nd place WOOHOO. Damn proud of the team also cos I knew how haunting it was for them this time round, with more pressure after what happened last year. But the Part Ds of this year really have the makings of champions. Picking themselves up and gritting their teeth to do even better the next time round. And for that *salute*. Celebrated after that in school, but had to leave early to be in church cos of Easter Vigil T.T

Sigh, I told myself to just go balls to the wall that day. To not give a shit and just BE normal. Because I guess sometimes the most frustrating thing is to ACT normal even though it's crap. But in the end all I did was just put on another show. I've never broken it before and I sure as hell wasn't going to attempt to that day. Haish, trying to balance interests. Sort of, we weren't the only ones playing second fiddle that day. I don't understand what to do already :P Always a division below. Should be happy with the current state :P  Siannnnn. Doesn't help that I don't try anything first. Now just finding pathetic excuses for myself.

Sua

Good Night

Never fails to put a smile on my face :) 

Apt

Someday 

Ooh, I wish you'd want me to stay