Remembering

The funny thing about it is that I was waiting for it you know. And when at first I saw a blip I smiled to myself and checked. But then maybe it was just that something else was just going on so okay. And then again everyone's busy. But still... It's a small thing I'm getting worked up over but that's usually the case anyway. At this point I don't think it's about continuing anything, but more of the past nostalgia. Haha maybe there is a legit reason, but I can't say I'm not a teensy little bit :( 

Went to Onsight last Friday to get my climbing fix. Not climbing for like 3 weeks made me really jumpy and like ADHD haha. Couldn't sit still that type. Was nice to finally release all that pent up shit and let loose for a bit. Think the hangboard really helped a lot. Still had okay form and finger strength. Did mostly V1-V2s and a coupla V3s and V4s. (Don't really like this new grading system but w/e). Oddly enough, still had quite a bit of strength left after 2 hours. Normally it's my forearms that are the first to give up during a session. Ended up getting my fingers so raw haha. Had a really nice talk with Cheng Cheng, Matt and Xin over dinner. Talked about lotsa shit about the team and learnt a few unsavoury things about others along the way too. But those are things of the past, although I guess it also shows how quick people are to judge sometimes. 

Pretty short today because I think that's kind of all I wanted to say. Just a little rant. And also cos it's prelims period (hah) and nothing much else has been going on. 

A lot changes in such little time eh. 

Good Night

When the moment is just right

You see fire in their eyes