So last Saturday was NCCDP. Feels kinda serene to be blogging about it this year when I remember blogging about it 2 years ago too. OMG YA. Shit it's been 2 years already since the good old days T.T I really miss Sec 3 life. SIGH. And yeah, had to report in the morning around 8-ish? Felt very meh about it but oh well. The whole day wasn't really anything much lah actually. Come to HQ already just set up most of the stuff and just fly lor... Mostly did the flypast and shits and spent the rest of the time either fixing up the kites/simulator retardedness/charging batteries. So yeah, pretty boring day actually. Up until the actual thing we were mostly just chilling around even with practice. THEN damn retarded. The actual flypast was kinda crappy cos we couldn't group up together properly after the launch. But then again, most people didn't really see past that point cos of the tentage so I guess SOMEHOW it worked out LOL. The landing after that was ok also too. But I think, the fan out would still have been nicer to execute though :P Oh well. My kite circuit got disconnected cos Nich accidentally pulled out a wire to disengage the battery so we all went back to the aero centre and waited while I fixed it up. What I didn't expect was for the parade to end EARLY. So there I am rushing everyone off to the MOC and DANIAL IS JUST CHILLING THERE LOL. The Parade IC CLT was calling me on my phone alr and I'm screaming at Danial to get his ass over to the MOC LOLOLOL. Too stressed already, my heart cannot take this chiong-ing if it happened every other day. Danial if you read this: _|_ Hahaha the finale went pretty good cos we attached the streamers and stuff! Really cool to fly with it. Though on the downside it wasn't that dark so the streamers weren't really used to full effect. But good performance overall. I find it kind of ironic that we put in the most hours for training but were given the least air time. Like, we didn't even get mentioned in the MC script LOL. But it's k, at least we flew well. OH and I went full derp mode AGAIN LOL. For some reason the GOH really likes to talk to the air knights (Cos we're the coolest of course). I rmb some toa pai in the previous NCCDP also walked by to talk to us but I thought we were in the way so I faster siam. SAME THING HAPPENED THIS YEAR LOL. The GOH came over to talk and I thought "Eh fuck my streamer still on the floor" and faster walk away to pull it off his path. Then he thought I was running away from him and had to call me back OMG SO FUCKING PAISEH UGH. After the parade flew for a bit more and took photos :D Packed up, said goodbye to the aerocentre (Like after affirm LOL) and left for dinner with Arif, Dean, Bodiloke and Danial.
Went out with Francine and Edwin yesterday evening. Haven't seen them for so long, felt nice to catch up again. We were supposed to watch movie but ended up dinner-ing for so long at Skinny Pizza (OH YEAH) so we decided to just go to Starbucks and lepak. Ended up chatting about a lot of stuff and getting some life lessons from the guru herself. Was really good to listen to another objective opinion and also to pour out a lot of it person to person. On the train back also, just decided to let all my shit out and. I don't know, it just felt so LIBERATING. After letting it eat away for so long and finally you just have someone listening and advising. And the fact that no one that actually affects the outcome KNOWS. Feels free. And also learning that yes, not everything goes ideally. Yes, there might always be a fuck up. But the worst thing of all is to wonder to yourself "What if I had done something differently". Right there and then, knowing that it was time to stop this self-inflicted irriation and learning to deal with the situation at hand. Made me remember the important things to me too, and I guess I'd just wanna say thanks for that.
I know what to do now:)
Good Night
I,
I will remember you
