Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Soup

Nothing much for today.

Had NAPFA 2.4 run on Monday which actually went better than expected. Was planning to train like everyday last week to prepare for it. Land up Monday got match so paiseh to run. Tuesday forgot my PE. Wednesday and Friday had training. Can't remember Thursday though. So in the end I guess I just wasted my life away yet again the whole week. Though somehow I'm able to do fine in the actual thing every year. Mental push, huzzah. Heck yeah got mah 28 pts woohoo. Screw SBJ, that's just shit LOL. But it was kinda funny also cos they set up this "water point" which was this poor guy just standing there with a hose and spraying the runners with water as they ran past. Wah after that I really burn already. Just like, collapsed and died right there.

*Thinking...*

A poor spirit

Oh yeah last Saturday went LAN with the Pubstompers too :D Sigh, really miss those times destroying teams 5v5 with them LOL. Oh well we dominated the games that day so I came out feeling kinda happy. Just managed to forget a lot of shit and just well, PLAY. Here's to many more victories (Y) Went to watch Iron Man 3 (again) but this time with SPZM ^^ Although since I was too lazy to go home I just went to the library first. Tried to find some good books but couldn't really find any. Didn't have any titles in mind so I just found some place and started to read wiki articles. I swear advanced Physics is damn cool leh too bad the ones learning now cannot make it already LOL. If only I could make a living off learning my whole life. Oh well ended up sleeping a bit before going to meet the rest for dinner first. Watching again then I start noticing all the hints and foreshadowing in the earlier part of the movie which was kinda cool as well. Oh god Iron Man 3 is really so good I just can't agh.  Really hope RDJ continues to play Tony Stark, partly also cos he seems to BE Tony Stark. Iron Man/The Avengers movies just wouldn't be the same without him... Can't wait  for the next few superhero movies, though Avengers 2 is like 2 years away. HAISHHH...

We create our own demons

Feeling kinda at a loss the last few weeks. Used to have things and people to look forward to but *cough*certain people*cough* screw up so oh well. Everyone seems to be drifting :/ Remember last year? The nights spent in the field. Enduring a billion mosquito bites to see the lights we danced in the sky. I wonder how everyone's doing... It's not just that, it's. People. Ah well, I guess there's still some stuff coming up. Gonna be absolutely dead this holiday.
Can't help that feeling of not being able to match up. I delude myself using terms and words which in the end. Hopeless foolishness, but I've made up my mind. Maybe after a while. Maybe after comfort sets in. Maybe when I stop being such a weakass shit. In the meantime, no point wanting more. What can half an army do against the might of 2?

Photograph and White Tulips

"Far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure... than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat" - Theodore Roosevelt

Good Night

Cause that would drive me crazy