Failshit

What the balls lah, like that also want kao pei. Eating dinner don't use phone. Can allow me watch TV but cannot use phone. No logic there? Not like anyone talks to me during dinner anyway. And can't I use my phone and listen to you at the same time? Get your bloody common sense right before you come and find something to be mad at me about. I know scolding me very fun, and you haven't done that for so long until you getting withdrawal symptoms. But at least scold me on something logical. TMD. and you wonder why I'm pissed all the time. Still try scare me say what, you know what I've been posting on FB. Come lah, can hint here hint there don't have the guts to say to my face. Then you yourself go complain about it to other people behind my back. Practise what you preach _|_

Blah. School and HQ feels more like home. Air store and Aero center can be my bedroom. Then I can get out of this hellhole. There's a reason why I hate going home. After exams still won't let me use computer. Nice win.

Finally went back to HQ after a long while away cos of exams. Felt good to be back. Although today was (is) frigging hot and I was sweating like mad by the time I got to the aero center. Thought I would see Danial and Yak Hang there first. In the end Delvin and Jon Ho came earlier and Danial came late. Yak Hang didn't even come. Testing was damn weird cos all the girls passed but the guys had to try a few times ._. and Kishore was raging about himself the whole time. Even on FB. Then Darren (I think?) flew with me cording him. He suddenly nosedive, but I gave him time to recover. Just after I took back control, the rubber band snapped and the wing flew off. It stayed up in the air for quite some time. It looked kinda lonely up there in the sky by itself, flapping about aimlessly...

And Man U played Liverpool at Anfield today. I was actually expecting Liverpool to win narrowly (Some fan, lol), but Hernandez came on and scored to level out. Didn't know he'd recovered already. Still waiting for Cleverly to get better. Looks like we really need him. Hopefully he's fit for Man City, cos that'd be the most impt game.

Full time 1-1, oh well.

I hope you don't go too. You don't seem like you anymore. And it was so unexpected anyways, at least to me. You never looked like you'd given up. And then now, what I'm inclined to think is a rebound effect.

Felt good to finally let my doubts out.

Good Night

Whatthefindingnemo

Written in the stars,
A million miles away...

I couldn't tell you. Shouldn't have uttered a word in the first place. The temptation to just unload a barrage on you was so great. Yet just 1 tiny piece of information shouldn't have come to mind. How ironic that I even considered telling you, when you were the last person that I should've thought of. Luckily I had other things to occupy you with. But if you want to do know the real reason, it's because of something else. I can't tell you, and I probably never will. But thanks for trying to help :)

Sigh...

It almost feels like exams are over. A Maths doesn't seem to worry me. I'm scared that I'm not scared for A Maths. Bloody mindfuck. No mood to study for Lit as well. After 18+11 essays, mugging another 17 chapters worth of quotes and characterisations and foreign culture seems so daunting. Bah. And to think I'm counting on Lit to rescue my Combine Humans. Looks like I can say bahbye to an A...

I don't see how lack of initiative amounts to ingratitude...

And yes, that's a reference to you, if you even read my blog at all. Ironic that the first line I ever said to you was through your blog. And now what's become of it?

Good Night

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