Saturday, October 25, 2014

Struggling

It's been a while and I've a lot to get out so I'll try to start somewhere.

I think it's really quite funny that last time, I used to have lotsa problems with my parents. I was an angsty kid. I still kind of am to be honest. And when I had an issue or blew up over something I'd turn to my friends. They used to be the ones I'd fall back on. Tell me not to be an idiot. Calm me down and stuff. And as time passes now, you realise the flaws within your friends too. It sounds so... arrogant, I know. But it's kind of true isn't it. This time though, I can't really say that I'm surprised. The fact that I've been thinking about it the last few days just goes to show what I feel about it already. You keep telling how you dislike the fact that I hang out a lot with some people, but those people are more of my brothers and friends than you'll ever be. So if you are serious about it then so am I, and you can really just fuck off from my life thank you very much.  I hope you rot once you go in.

Just finished Gurren Lagann last night. I now officially have a new favourite series. Or at least, it's up there with Avatar. I love everyone of the characters so much. I guess I have a thing for outwardly kiddish and ridiculous, but are actually pretty mature shows. One point that I really liked was that Yoko was never the main love interest or anything. And it's sad, you know, how she ends up. She loses both Kamina and Kittan after they kiss, and it's just damn heartbreaking. At first you'd think she's only there for fanservice, but as the show goes on she becomes someone you love just as everyone else. Rossiu is also fascinating. The politics, leadership. DECISIONS. It makes or breaks a man. Initially he comes off as a cunt but then you eventually see that everyone is HUMAN. I can't express how much this show has made an impact on me. It isn't just a show that makes you think. It's a show that makes you FEEL. And those are the best kinds of shows. I fucking love anime, and I fucking love Gurren Lagann.

10 Days left.

Good Night

Sorry for the influx of Jap songs :3
All the while with numb fingers,
I searched for the answer to a brilliant world