Warning Shots

Scumbags, what some people are. Hypocritical, narcissistic, idiots. Some people need to grow a pair and learn how to be a normal, civilised human being. Acting like a woman and a kid all at once. Vent your insecurity on other people.

Some people.

Cos that's what you are innit? Just an insecure loser who takes things overly seriously in an attempt to show your ''badass''-ness. Pfft. More like idiotic and compulsive. Think you know how to play the game. Trying so hard to win. Getting on popular people's good sides with your round of drinks. Treating people beneath you like shit. So obviously just another jerk conditioned by your constant worry of being viewed as weak and nobody. That's why you joined also right? Cos you want to feel some measure of security over your ''achievements''. Trying to imitate the societal perfect person, and if that fails, attempting to use your ''advantage'' to put people down.

Ok enough ranting.

But wait! I wonder what kind of SG we will grow into... everything expensive as heck now. At least in sch, can't really feel the brunt of it. But when enter workforce? Haiz. My dream job seems harder and harder to attain with each medical checkup. Bloody hell. And if that fails, then how? My fallback isn't really viewed well by most people. Read the blog post by the MRT driver. And also just now watching the news. Agh. Trying to solve our ageing population by bringing in MORE foreigners. Which will lead to less/worse job prospects for SGeans. Which will discourage us from having families. Govt don't get it. Thinks throwing money and incentives will solve the problem. Thinks making us ''useful'' to foreigners will help. Ya, it does. That's the only thing we can rely on anyway. But who reaps the benefits? Not the middle-lower class. Hell no. IRs earning so much, so many MNCs in SG. But what happens? Rising prices for US, because MAS wants to keep us a lucrative option for THEM. *facepalm* and without the sufficient pay increase in median income to account for.

Whatever. 4.8% inflation, _l_

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Send In The Clowns

Don't bother, they're here. Scumbag brain is scumbag. I have no chance at all, causing it to be annoyingly hard to concentrate now. No chance. Repeat again. Zzz History test next Friday and still haven't internalise Kit B. Screwed. Mind wandering off. Need more time in the Room. Sort things out.

No distractions.

I know kinda late lah, but Affirmation Ceremony was like 2 Saturdays ago? Gosh. Day before was rehearsals, which was kinda screwed for us, in any case. A lot of mid-airs. Which happened to be caused by a certain *cough*Danial*cough* Then Commandant damn bu shuang, ask us change song again cos Arrival To Earth's quality was sucky. So we had to re-choreo and hardcore train until like 10.30 at SIS, then all went Bishan J8 for dinner at Pastamania. Haiya, should have just suck all the DC's money lol! Next morning reported slightly later, around 9.30 instead. Had a full round of rehearsals, which included yet another mid-air. Then Commandant told us off, threaten to take out our performance (read: 2.5months of training) if we cannot guarantee audience safety. So while everyone go eat lunch we all train around 2 times to prepare. Then just wait for actual thing. Can see the first few units start streaming in, heart beat multiply liao lol. So yeah, stood by the side to watch before our segment. Came our turn, Daniel led a short prayer, during which I found out he's another denomination. But doesn't matter, a topic for another time. Went on stage, people cheered like crazy... cos they turned off the lights hahaha! During which they swung their lightsticks around like madmen. Launch was ok, although I did stall launch. But recovered and joined the rest. Synchro was the most scary, especially coming out of the low pass. But everyone followed their flight path, so it was fine. Landing that time we somehow accidentally staggered it in order, me --> Danial --> Daniel --> Ying Wei. So had a nice effect. After that, wah happy day liao! Finale finish all go pack up. Stupid stupid stupid me can forget to take my dust cover :(((( they still haven't found it I think :'( Went to Gan Eng Seng Sec after that to fly. I think that was the most fun. Don't need care, just spam stunts. The mass stall turn was sexyyyy. Funny thing, SIS so big, so many mid-airs. GESS around a tenth of the size and half the height, no problems. Reached home at like 11.30 that day. Bathe, sleep liao, wake up early next morning for church :P

So that week was kinda weird as well. Went to watch Mirror Mirror on Wednesday with Marcus, President Ho, Maths Wang and Al-lose. Not a good movie, but cute and fun to watch lah. Friday went to see Battleship with ZB, XB and Ian. Definitely entertaining, the Vfx were awesomeeee! So much more coherent than Transformers.

Went for TWO weddings next day. Served one in the morning, attended my mother's cousin's in the evening. Weddings really make you think alot. Do you think anyone'll make me their Best Man? Hahahah I'll prolly be the half-drunk one shouting stupid things like ''Kiss again! Longer!'' Together with Ze Bin. Lucas, we're betting on you;) Although that time I was just mostly thinking of the food. I seem to eating, or at least be more hungry, the last few days :P

A wise man said, only fools rush in. I'll find you again one day, just need some sorting out right now.

Whoo! Air Knights 2012 <3

Good Night

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