Again

Haiz, I just thought of Brom. Angela (ironic urh?) The Herbalist read his wyrd (fate) to be that he would fail at everything except one thing. Anyone recognise the Eragon reference?

Because dangling something and pulling it away at the last moment can break a person. It really does. And I thought this would be the thing that would make up for Pearce, or rather, the lack of it. It's not really due to the fact that I couldn't go. Rather, it's more because I put so much into it. I really did want to do it, no matter how nervous. And all I wanted to do was just scream. Because again, AGAIN, something's slipped out of my fingers. Wasted 4 hours just travelling to the damn camp and back. Wonderful.

Well, at least I've sort of gotten used to the disappointment. Maybe I just shouldn't expect anything much next time. Tried out Wendy's Baconator on the way home to comfort myself. I think people were staring at me cos I was acting really weird..

Haiz..

Con Camp tomorrow, I suddenly feel nervous about it. Ze Bin, if anything happens, you can be sure I won't give a damn about the overseas charges.

Short post bah, I'm tired ><

Good Night

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OBS Day 4-5

Nabei lah stupid blind linesman cost us 2 points... lucky shits. Draw like that still want celebrate. Gfy

Day 4
So that day we were going for the kayaking expedition. At first we thought we going Causeway first cos the other 2 groups went there. But cos of weather conditions we were supposed to only go around Pulau Ketam once before heading for Camp 2. Morning was damn screwed up cos it was hardcore muddy and everyone was cold and wet so unpitching the tents was like some shit. Then by right supposed to leave at 7am. But no one giving instructions so we all blur, delay until 7.45 like that before Muru came and took over. Landed up launching off at 8.15. The kayaking itself nothing much. I was together with Enzo and Long Boon which was like some hardcore imba shit. Haha then Fazli was the Cheng Ho navigator but he couldn't read the map. So enzo tanked everything. And we had to keep waiting for the behind people to catch up. Near the end it started raining a bit but it stopped after a while :P After we cleared our stuff thank God the instructors let bathe. Hardcore shiok sia that night the dinner. We had so much food left over so we tried cooking our own buffet. I was like damn guilty cos I was stoning through the first part of the cooking cos I didn't know what to do. Then I saw the Maggie no one cooking so I tanked that :P Had a feast :D 15 mess tins worth of Maggie, 5 mess tins of (burnt) rice, 3 mess tins of sardine, 2 mess tins of rendang, 1 mess tin of lo han chye, mushrooms and corn ^^ awesome

Day 5
Basically today clearing our stuff from the store and inventory check. Supposed to have dry activity, but lucky cancelled cos of rain. I only had 1 pair of long pants haha. Then we had a scare cos some stuff missing, but heng ah other groups had extra to cover up. Then we did the Johari's Window. I ended up getting a lot of ''friendly', but one guy say I emo hahaha wtf. We also got back our group photo. But Azfar not insideeeee! >< Haiz, how cool to see that in the photo we all strangers, but when we get it back, we all become friends :) After we got back to Punggol I queue up to buy the shirt. Screw up sia everyone keep cutting queue. Took me 1hr plus just to move through a 15m long queue -.- Heng ah got Ze Bin to lend me money. Then when I queueing I saw Chin Teng behind but 20mins later he in front of me buying shirt le lol..

Haiz, didn't have a proper goodbye.. but I think we'll be meeting up Daryn's house when he comes back :P freaking rich sia that guy

Went HQ today for the last aero session before the new DC comes in.. then they all buy stuff for her, I feel so guilty.. haha then Daniel woke up late, but tue moment he knew got food wah, he chiong to HQ. Mdm treated us to pizza, so nice :) and Jon Ho gave her flowers omg!! Hahahaha. Nvm, I'll get something for her ceremony instead :D too bad it rained so I flew about 2-3 times only :(

I guess that's about all bah..

Good Night

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