Monday, November 14, 2011

Bleh

It just suddenly feels like I'm getting disappointed by others... all along, I guess I try not to let anything get to me. And it's hard not to say anything after a while. But I try.

Bleh.

Leadership Camp was sort of a success, more so for the Part Bs bah. The whole camp turned out to be Lucas, Ze Bin, Me tank. Lucky Jerevis and Xiang Bin still came to help. The NCOs mostly stayed in the bunk playing DoTA.... sucks not to have CLTs. It really does. Leadership Camp supposed to be CLT organise. It shouldn't be the NCOs worrying ''what if this went wrong''. I'm not going to fly into a rant about the downward spiral of NCC. But for those who are in NCC, I think you'll understand. Kinda ironic how suddenly our batch got so many people want to go COC. I'm guessing Sir Goh's never had that problem before.

Day 1's C&C was ok I guess. Disappointed by some people, while others did rise to the occasion. Trying my best to consider posts for them, seeing as this year's Part As....and I'm worried about next year's batch as well. After that went to HQ for TOC POP. Already kinda lost my voice by then, so it was hard trying to figure how much voice to use until the actual thing. Got pissed off by a lot of people. But then again, maybe they were just trying to be... helpful. But I can't help feeling like he's an asshole. Really. Why do people get what they don't deserve ._. I could've been much more grateful and done more of what I wanted to do with that extra stripe. Another ''if only''... then at night I couldn't rush back in time for the lectures cos SOMEONE took damn long to arrive for the parade. Ze Bin went to eat with the AIs so I ended up going back to school alone. Then at night Mdm Lau caught the others playing DM and confiscated them... AGAIN. Run 1 round get 1 card back. Played frisbee while waiting for them run finish. After that felt like running, but needed to run 1 in the end only lol. Finish alr kena lecture until 2.30am. Slept at 3am. Wonderful.

Next day more or less ok... Mutuals in the morning, tests, plus Laserquest. Amazing Race was at night. Haha Laserquest was screwed up cos the guns' accuracy were headbang worthy. Was damn scared something would go wrong for the Amazing Race. Land up once I ''GO!'', all the teams found the clues at the first station even before Ze Bin and I left it. Hah, and we were afraid the clues were too hard to find -.- The first team reached my station in like 20mins. TWENTY. And my station was like number 5 or 6. But suay ah, that team couldn't find out which control surface I screwed up, became the last team to leave the station. Overall timing was 1hr20mins, but the previous teams finished in 1hr I think. But generally, quite happy with the way the race turned out. Really hope the Part Bs can do better next year :) Marked their Air Syllabus papers until 1am. Some of the answers provided some comic relief. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

3rd Day nothing much, although we kinda had like some rant session with Sir Jon. I seriously don't like what NCC is becoming already...

Thats about it bah. Tomorrow got OBS pre-course briefing...

Good Night
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