Bipolar

Apparently that's what Jiang Lai was diagnosed with after being admitted into IMH lol. But I digress from today's actual post.

Soooo... something that's been kinda bothering me is when people point out my enthu-ness at N Air, but can't do the same for my studies. :/ More specifically, just those concerned about my studies are asking this. And I wouldn't say I'm super hardcore about N Air. I just, well...like it a lot I guess. So I thought a bit about this then finally came to a conclusion. Maybe I'm just a person who'd prefer more activity rather than sitting for a few hours with piles of books as company. Or maybe, as a result of that, I'm better in N Air than I could ever be when it comes to studies. People, humans, would tend to gravitate more to stuff they are good at, no? I've sort of figured out why I like N Air so much, but still can't put my finger on why I hate studying so much. I keep telling myself that I should work harder, cos in the end I also want to do as well as I can. Yet when it comes down to the wire, I guess I just... procrastinate. Procrastination is supposed to be the period when the brain is deciding to go for the short-term benefits or long-term benefits. Evidently, the ''short-term benefits'' portion of what's left of my brain tends to win most of the time :P

Another thing that irks me is when people point out my PSLE score, or ask questions like ''Why you never go RI/HCI?'' OBVIOUSLY, you didn't look at my current grades before you decided to ask that question. And honestly, I can tell you PSLE is NOT a good indicator. Come to think of it, most of the stuff you learn in school is redundant when you face the harsh reality of, you know, LIFE. Come on, no one's gonna ask you to calculate the interest you owe the bank after 4 years. Just ask the bank, they'll be more than happy to tell you how much you're gonna owe them in 4 years time. And honestly, I can assure you with dead certainty that my PSLE was a fluke.

Raining now. Global Warming seems to be taking its toll on Singapore now...Tanglin Mall would be a rather good example.

Urgh, my SIM card is flopping around on me now... charger also screwing up. What is this, the Middle East?! My electronics trying to start a revolution against me?! T.T

Good Night

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