Sigh exam week feels like a disaster. Everything just feels like it's falling apart. SS study all the essays, land up no time do SBQ. Combine Humans gone case already. And for the first time I'm worried about my English. Can't help thinking that my essay might be out if point. Wasn't thinking when I wrote it. I tend to get too engrossed while writing... and I thought I could pass Chinese this term. Paper 2 sure shattered that hope. Looks like I'll be expecting to see Si Ern and the rest next year during Chinese lesson. Sciences went weirdly I guess. Don't know whether to laugh or cry... I guess it won't be too much to wish for an B3. No mood for A Maths and Lit anymore.
I think the stress is getting to me.
And you. You seem like a total stranger now. And it's not your fault, but sometimes I can't help thinking you could put in some effort, instead of staring and being unresponsive. You were the best, the favoured, the most skilled, and now everyone's lost you. But no one cares now do they? Because power changes. You don't become selfish, just uncaring. Cliques form within cliques. And you're not the only one who seems like a stranger now. The one person I seem to be able to count on is somewhat close to someone I wouldn't prefer. I can't help but think if you're just an unwitting spy.
Agh I can't keep concentration. My mind seems to be slipping away from my body everyday. Just tired of everything. Even the thought of exams doesn't evoke anything.
So alike, yet you mind as well be light years away, because I'll never get the chance to....
Good Night
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