Because dangling something and pulling it away at the last moment can break a person. It really does. And I thought this would be the thing that would make up for Pearce, or rather, the lack of it. It's not really due to the fact that I couldn't go. Rather, it's more because I put so much into it. I really did want to do it, no matter how nervous. And all I wanted to do was just scream. Because again, AGAIN, something's slipped out of my fingers. Wasted 4 hours just travelling to the damn camp and back. Wonderful.
Well, at least I've sort of gotten used to the disappointment. Maybe I just shouldn't expect anything much next time. Tried out Wendy's Baconator on the way home to comfort myself. I think people were staring at me cos I was acting really weird..
Haiz..
Con Camp tomorrow, I suddenly feel nervous about it. Ze Bin, if anything happens, you can be sure I won't give a damn about the overseas charges.
Short post bah, I'm tired ><
Good Night
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