Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Cannot make it

Gosh, I haven't blogged in like, over a week. If anything, I think I've been playing too much COD till quite late, so paisehhhh...

-.- Shouldn't have downloaded Temple Run on my dad's iPad. He plays it nearly everyday now..

I think my mind's cleared up enough for me to talk properly about this. And I don't know if you're going to read this, but I think both of you will.

To person number 1. Thanks for sending me that, even though I was kinda surprised also. And I guess I'm glad you did, cos it's troubled me before, and yeah, I sometimes do miss those times, even if they weren't the easiest, cos at least I knew I could count on you. Haiz, I wanted to wish you good luck for your Os, but I can't remember what I was preoccupied with. Sorry :P and I'm writing all this here because you know I'm not very good at talking directly to people lol. I know I should've tried harder also, but hey, at least you're not still trying to tear out my throat so yeah! Good luck, whatever JC you go to.

And I think I should be apologising to someone else. Although I feel strangely calm right now. I've still been thinking still, and I'll just add on that: I'm not ready. I'm sorry. And I'll never be good enough. I've disappointed more people than you think. Trust me, I'm not worth the time and effort. But I've already said a lot, so I'll just stop here.

Haiz, tmr supposed to have SSC platoon outing, land up so little people can make it. I think OBS was much nicer though.. more days, plus there really was time to bond, so yeah, I'm actually looking forward to the gathering (At Daryn's house, I think? Lol, he's a really... amusing person)

Aghh noo.. I wanna follow New Girl, especially cos Zooey Deschanel is totally adorable. But I always land up forgetting *facepalm* and not like I torrent also enough time to watch..

Soooo not looking forward to Sec 4. And I STILL haven't bought my books. *headbang*

Good Night
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