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I still think it hasn't sunk in, the fact that POP has passed. Maybe it will this Friday. Actually come to think of it, it's probably the other way round, and I've fully accepted it. Either way, I feel rather calm thinking about. The transition period was definitely smoother this year.

I've spent probably around half my secondary school life doing N Air stuff. It's become so ingrained already. Right now I can't imagine not having the air store to slack in. Agh where am I going to keep my stuff .____. It occupied so much of my energy.... and now I am no longer part of N Air. Even if I come back as a CLT I'd be under HQ. There are many regrets during my before and during my term, but it's too late now. All I can hope for is that I made the right choices which could help now. I really hope and pray that I (we) didn't make a mistake when we chose you. Now you're nothing but a shadow of yourself. You changed much too soon and I'm worried. I see past photos, photos of the real you, the you who tried his best to maximise what he had. Now you retreat into a shell. Oh well.

We'll just have to wait and see.

I guess this past 4 years is something I will truly never forget. A watermark on my soul.

Now I'm lost for words. Agh. But you get the idea. It feels rather hollow now.

So there was HBL today. Me, Ian, Lucas and Xiang Bin went Nibez house to do. So stupid, I didn't bring charger. 3hrs in my notebook runs out of juice. Pfft, whole HBL land up just spamming/stalking people lor. All crazy... gosh Nibez mom is so cute lol, so smiley :D

I'm too tired liao... maybe I'll continue tmr

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