Consistency

Might as well be half the world away, tell me how to compare? But carry on, it's been said, just carry on. Because everything has a chance, no matter how remote.

So nope, didn't get into ODAC. Accepted the fact. Was kinda bitter at first cos I didn't understand. But no point doing that, so I went to clear it up. Glad I did, cos now I get it. And maybe I do regret not putting in more effort, but I'll safely say that who I was during OLC was me, and not some wayang cock. But I found out that I wasn't being consistent during the period, but what's done is done. Everybody makes mistakes innit? And just what Juliana said "The paper doesn't change anything. Moving on~~" I think she's really much wiser than she appears. So grats to Brian, Julia, Grace, Natasha, Buff Bin and Cheng Wei. Might not see this, but all the best.

How funny it is, in fact, that I told the PDS team exactly the same thing yesterday night. Maybe I knew it all along. Had a good talk to them too, but I guess they probably couldn't absorb it. Just hope that they don't wake up one day filled with that agonising regret of that "maybe".  Hope we do well during prelims.

And sometimes when you sit down and realise all your past mistakes. Amf sometimes you wish that you could have done something better. But you don't really know that this, the mistakes, the tears, the regret, are what made you who you are. And for me, I wouldn't change myself for anything.

So to the past, present, and future

Thanks for the memories

Good Night