Bolts

WE'VE FOUND OURSELVES A HOME

Sigh. Why can't everything just all go well for once. When I feel happy about something then something else cocks up. And if I feel happy about something else then something will cock up. Why like that :/ Haish

I guess school been slowly getting better. Decided not be such a rock and actually talk to people. Even if it's complete bullshit LOL. Starting to realise how absolutely WEIRD my class is. Especially Ryan wtf. Still remember first few days of school he damn quiet always stick to Wei Xuan. Suddenly ah, he can spout so much nonsense during classes hahahaha. And Shirlene is like the mother of randomness man. Was queuing up for food and scrolling through 9gag and stuff. Saw this funny pic so I was chuckling to myself and OUT OF NOWHERE she's beside me asking "WHY YOU LAUGHING AT YOUR PHONE". LOLWUT. Lit lesson was completely retarded today (as usual, cos the timing sucks) and everyone was just DRAWING the most random things on the whiteboard. I think after a while even Ms Ho gave up so she just started drawing these owls on the whiteboard lololol. Speaking of lit, recalled Tues' lesson with Ms Chia being damn weird. Cos we were all joking about how Yi Hao hates life (Ok he doesn't but it comes close) and she suddenly got damn worked up! Like she started rambling on and oh about Godknowswhat. Something along the lines of maybe we just misjudged Yi Hao and stuff. After lesson all of us were just like "Dafaq?" Oh wells. Lit tmr is Waterland in the treehouse :D 

Climbing's getting more fun, even if it is kinda tiring. And finding out everyone's a bunch of misfits as well hehehe. Yesterday on the train Joey was like "Whoah that woman's boobs damn big like table" WTF. Then Jovan went to act like he was eating something off his chest. DAFAQ. He still can ask  me since when I so guailan de LOL. One of those few trainings without a flapper YAY ME but I couldn't complete a single route  yesterday FML >< Not even the girls route, though by then I was already just like "fuckit" hahahaha. 

If only things in school got better together with things outside.

I guess you could say that after awhile you realise that everyone's screwed up in one way or another and we're all in the same fucked up boat. Feel so helpless cos I can't do shit. Doesn't help that I can't get that incident out of my mind, even though it's practically nothing. Although I understood the significance behind it, and I somehow get the feeling that someone made the link too. Have to start thinking rationally all the time instead of during certain times. Cos somehow the similarity of what happened is quite scary. 

Can't do this fail at that. Weakling.  

Suddenly can't remember all the things I wanted to put into words. Ah well, a post for another day. 

Good Night. 

[Remembering loving her songs all those years ago. Might actually consider going for the concert]

Would angels sing with lollipops

Would dinosaurs cry?