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It's been a shitty week for everyone the last few days I guess, with the exception of PDS Finals. But even then, was quite frustrating also. Somehow everything conspired in the last few days to screw up, and a lot of things that could go wrong went wrong like some freaking Pandora's Box.

So last Saturday was the PDS Finals. I don't really have much to say actually. Met Roocas and Jal at the MRT [Third wheel (again)] and we took the bus in. When we reached there the inspection was finishing up lor, so nothing much. We more or less derped around at the basketball court while the PDS team practised. At first they were in quite a joker mood and we needed them to be more serious. Then they became super nervous as their turn started approaching so we had to give them some talk and stuff :P DON'T GO ON TILT. First time seeing Roy's solo also which was... sex LOL. When it was around the time for the second group to perform we let them go and watch to give them some motivation to perform better. All the time we kept trying to remind them to not drop rifles cos nearly every school was doing so. Then the retarded part came when YTSS performed. Really sia, their prelim is scam people de (Sort of). They still deproved quite a bit from previous years. But their performance this time round was just flat out mad. It's like, your performance already not bad, still want put in the screwed up parts. Dance here dance there wtf, bringing FSD performance to a PDS final. Gotta admit the extreme toss was impressive, but it nonetheless has nothing much in common with PDS itself. You might as well throw a heavy stick across the parade square. Don't know if you'll get what I mean. Just saying the move was nice but definitely not representative of PDS. And Javier got balls lol, we dare him sout "FSD!!" he really shout at the end wtf. I really hope PDS doesn't go down the road of FSD dancing :/ sigh. BUT ANW, when our turn came up we tried to pump them up (GONG JIAO) and then ran back to spectate. During their whole performance I was like "Please don't drop please don't drop" especially at the J-Hook part. But after they proved my fears unfounded time and again I kept going "WAH SEX" cos it was really damn... sexy LOL (Got me so HIGH and then she dropped me). Bam, sex bomb, 2nd place WOOHOO. Damn proud of the team also cos I knew how haunting it was for them this time round, with more pressure after what happened last year. But the Part Ds of this year really have the makings of champions. Picking themselves up and gritting their teeth to do even better the next time round. And for that *salute*. Celebrated after that in school, but had to leave early to be in church cos of Easter Vigil T.T

Sigh, I told myself to just go balls to the wall that day. To not give a shit and just BE normal. Because I guess sometimes the most frustrating thing is to ACT normal even though it's crap. But in the end all I did was just put on another show. I've never broken it before and I sure as hell wasn't going to attempt to that day. Haish, trying to balance interests. Sort of, we weren't the only ones playing second fiddle that day. I don't understand what to do already :P Always a division below. Should be happy with the current state :P  Siannnnn. Doesn't help that I don't try anything first. Now just finding pathetic excuses for myself.

Sua

Good Night

Never fails to put a smile on my face :) 

Apt

Someday 

Ooh, I wish you'd want me to stay