I guess there hasn't been much happening in the last few days. Waiting for a creative/thoughtful spasm from my brain (or what's left of it). I guess you'll just have to make do with this.
I was kinda thinking...
There's nothing worse than giving someone hope, then tearing him apart. The higher you are, the harder you fall. And I guess humans are just too selfish to do anything other than for themselves. Have I seen true selflessness? I hope that I have. Right now, I'm trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I'm confused as to whether I'm really confused. Mindfuck much? I guess all I've been doing is running away from my problems. I'm afraid facing up to them will just be disastrous for everyone. And I don't need that right now. People always say Carpe Diem, seize the day. Pffft. If everyone did that, the world would've collapsed long ago.
But I guess that process has only been slowed down. America and Europe are spiralling down as fast as their rise in the 20th century. Ironic that Asians used to be discriminated against. Well actually it still happens now sometimes. Yet we are the only ones who seem to be able to save the world right now. As expected, Obama's Jobs Bill faced much resistance. Too lazy to go find his Jobs Speech. Maybe I'll try tomorrow. I guess Obama actually is quite good. He has vision. Perhaps he's just too scared of what might happen if he fails. Coupled with the fact that America is still in the Middle East, I guess it's no wonder his popularity is declining...
Went to collect the Weston prize with Jun Wei today. Gargh caught a stoopid flu on the way. Tried studying History on the way there, couldn't concentrate. Same with Maths just now. Every few seconds *sniffle*. Ugh why can't my body just behave. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. And my mother just scolded me for falling sick. Like wtf, I WANT to become sick isit?! Managed to collect the Chem notes today. All the teachers seem to be chionging last minute also. Even Mr Quay compiled a formula and definitions list.
Are you leading me on? Although this is more likely just self-deception on my part ._.
Today can count as kinda productive. Sigh hope EOY goes okay... I still have Maths and Physics tuition tmr more or less back to back.
Good Night
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