Sunday, September 25, 2011

Decisions

Am I doing the right thing? I wish I knew.

Studying doesn't hold the same distraction anymore... well if count tuition as sorta studying. Had maths and physics back to back. Comfortable with A Maths. Can't say the same for Physics though. Hoping for at least a B4 for EOY. Gosh I haven't even started Chem yet. Maybe I'll start tomorrow. And I didn't do my 4 essays for History today. So I'll be doing 8 essays tomorrow T.T

Why couldn't you just be there? You don't know, because it isn't obvious to anyone besides me. Why can't you just be around, so I'm not the one feeling the pressure? I need your help and you don't know it. Building walls... I don't know why I do it. Why torture myself. Why not just confide in someone. Because the only person I have confided in, though still my best friend, is so different in mentality. He can't help me. And I don't know who can.

Hang in there, because I know how you feel, and because everybody hurts. So keep holding on

All my life I've tried
To make everybody happy while I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide
- King of Anything :)

And crap, Crouch just scored for Stoke. Man U haven't seemed to be themselves since the Chelsea match ._. But I have faith they'll come back :)

Faith. Have it. You might be blind, but faith will take you where you need to go. Have faith :)

Good Night
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