RTS

Finished Romance to Sex today. I guess I feel pretty neutral about it. Some parts more helpful than other parts. But overall, generally useful. Although I've been feeling a bit more cranky over the weekend. Don't know whether it's cos of this though o.O

I've got alot on my mind. The talk maybe confused up some parts. But hey, it didn't really clear anything up. And it's just that battle of common sense thing I think. Whether to take that leap of faith, or focus on the present. See lah, just now I got alot of things to say. Now forget all already -.- I'm not exactly an open book. I prefer to do the reading of others. Psychology has always fascinated me. The power of understanding, the power of manipulation with just a few minutes of thinking. Sounds kinda scary haha. I'm not an Okonkwo (look at me, making Lit references. Pfft) per se, but I wouldn't really tell anyone anything. I'd rather you be able to tell from my own actions. Attention seeking? I guess so. But there's a reason I said ''sensitive'' earlier today. Because that's what I've been lacking all along. And I've just been running. Afraid to face up, and then just act like I don't know

It's probably cos of the sleep, or rather, the lack of it.

Pearce Airbase interview results coming out tomorrow. I think I can get in, but then it provides another conundrum, because I'll be missing confirmation camp. And I can't say I'm totally ok with that. Partly also because I kinda enjoyed myself over the weekend, if you ignore the silent mindfucks I've been doing to myself. And confirmation camp may be like that. Also, I'd have to go for a replacement camp with another church. Best case senario would be I know about 1 person there. But at most, probably 2 only.

Ah well. I hope I know what to do in the end. Make the right choice.

Good Night

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