Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Choices

We are the choices we make - Mistress Coyle

A simple quote, yet one of the deepest ones. Love it :)

I guess everyone's had that 左右为难 situation before. If you haven't, I can only say lucky you. This isn't really about Pearce (Which, by the way, I still haven't gotten the results for). It's more in general. The choices you make, make YOU. To leap, or to hold back. To lash out, or to calm down. To stand up for the right thing, or 若无其事. (Homygod I'm using chinese. Someone check if the sky turned green). I've been tearing my hair up. Just moody over the last few days. Am I making a mountain out of a molehill? Maybe. But it's hard to tell with both things so close to you. I'll just leave it up to God I guess.

Which comes to the exact point Steve Jobs made. People DO NOT KNOW what they actually want. Like the example in RTS. When people with irrevocable situations were happier than those who could alter the outcome. Yet they still felt they'd prefer to be able to change the situation. Like a serious ''wow'' moment. People have no idea what they truly want. Blame it on society, or maybe the human brain is just too conplex for us to truly understand our own nature. It's said that we only use 1% of our total brain power. Einstein used 2%. Imagine the possibilities of fully utilising the complete extent of the human brain. Philosophical debates on a new scale, time/interstellar travel, cures for terminal diseases. If only...

And I guess that's what it'll remain as. A big ''IF''...

And btw, it's all your fault. If that person's gone, it's your fault.

Sigh... sometimes I wonder if I'm going crazy. Or imagining too much. I hope you understand, if the time really does come. But for now, I'll pretend to remain an ignorant little prick.

Had the TOC POP selection today. Only other aero guy was Kelvin, who applied for colours RSM. Saw Aida also :P Conducting Spec got 6 people, including me and Ze Bin. Before the test was kinda confident. But when the sir start testing the rest I suddenly hardcore nervous lol. Then come my turn I screwed up the first drill -.- pissed at myself so I just shout out the rest. Now my frigging throat hurts. On the bright side, it wasn't wasted and I got in. Lucas didn't, and Ze Bin's the reserve. Lol there were absolutely no Sea people there. So some Land guys had to take the Sea posts.

Feel really bad about possibly missing out on half of the first day of Leadership Camp. I practically missed half of Annual Camp. Feels like I'm abandoning my part ._.

Oh well

Good Night
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