Redemption

The story of Snape. Because even though he did try, what chance did he have? And all he could do was watch. Watch and do the best he could in his capacity. They say that history is written by the victors. And the victors are usually the ones that get there first innit?

So we had the second part of post interview on wednesday. It was pretty funny, considering the fact that some of them were really quite blur. Found it kind of irritating though, that the "default" post was Part B Spec. Basically those that sort of wanted a post but knew they'd prolly not get anything "good" just aimed B Spec for the sake of aiming. Damn waste of time, sigh. But the part that sort of really mattered was the last guy. We all could see that he was really trying his best to redeem himself. And that, to me, was what really made me rethink my initial impressions of him. I believe that everyone deserves a second chance, so with him, I didn't see why not. Hopefully, he will continue this attitude, because it would definitely benefit the unit a hell lot. He's the sort of person that would be able to gain the respect of the cadets very easily if he wanted to. So all he needs to do, I guess, is to believe in himself. Jiayous to you. 

It was also from this that I realised what I loved so much about the Chaos Walking was the whole redemption idea. Because truly caring about someone is means forgiveness and redemption in your eyes, no matter how screwed that person might be. And that though everyone is imperfect, you gotta keep trying, because who knows, someday you might succeed :)

Had BAWC Test Day proceed as according to the AI. But wtf, it was bloody screwed up that day. Almost everyone couldn't make it cos of the Camp STEEL stuff, and *cough*certainpeople*cough* just didn't show up. So it turned out to be Jallene, me and also Pang, Kishore-(MIRA LOL) and Jalynn (Is that how you spell? Ah whatever, Jallene v2.0) doing the stuff. Damn heng, cos originally it would've been me and Jallene tanking all the shit. Then SOMEHOW the wing I chose WASN'T GLUED TOGETHER WTF. So when Danial (Oh yeah he dropped by a bit) was testing one guy, he overbanked and the damn wing just snapped in half. SO... we just finished up the theory shit and gave them back. Decided to completely reschedule their practical to the 2nd frame, cos by then we SHOULD (and this is a big if) have the stock in. So more or less that was that. Had dinner after that with Ze Bin, (Mira)Bodi they all. 

So there was Air Cohesion today too. Don't know why but I felt damn irritated after the movie (which was ABTM2, but whatever), and not just cos I was tired. 

Aiyah I don't know lah, not sure if it's just me or is everything else getting shittier by the damn day, not just my problem. Maybe if I had some balls too I would've not given a shit too and just plonked. But one does not simply undermine the unspoken agreement lol. Some days I wonder if I hadn't let it go that way. But I realise that maybe it wouldn't have made a difference. Maybe. But I guess there's one thing I think I'm still sure about. 

"After all this time?"
"Always" said Snape.

Maroon 5 :)

Good Night

                          But tonight I need to hold you so close