You know how sometimes you feel like you mean something. It reminds me of this Reddit thread I read once. One of the comments was that "No matter how special you think you are, in the end you are no more different from the billions of people out there. That you are not, in fact, unique, just another person hoping for the best. And that after you die, nobody will remember you in a few years, and nobody will care." It was in reply to a thread on the hard truths that most people don't realise. I'm paraphrasing, but that was the general idea. How insignificant we all are, a speck of nothingness on the cosmic scale. To cease to exist one day and the change in the universe is no more different than an extra grain of sand washed off the beach into the ocean. Sounds pretty depressing/pessimistic but that's not the point I think. I guess all that I'm trying to say is that it sorta applies to a lot of things now, the important things at least. One tends to believe that you matter so much when in fact all you're doing is just joining the queue sometimes. Maybe it's just back to square one. I was kind of jokingly suggesting that instance, but I also knew it was gonna happen anyway. I'm more disappointed that the question was avoided, like you believed I can't handle it? And also maybe its too much to hope to consider myself for it too.
Boulderactive is (technically) and I'm definitely not prepared for it. The team I'm going with is Joey and Cheng Hong. Right now I'm the weakest out of all of us. My endurance now is really quite cui. The comp starts at 7.15 at freaking Suntec City ugh. Have to wake up damn early on a Sunday morning T.T Oh well, just going for the experience anyways, but I hope I don't let them down. After this, time to concentrate on promos. Even Nigel is getting his shit together lol :P
Went to watch Wolverine today with David, Jian Hui, Manfred and Ke Shang. Went all the way to NP just to meet them first lol. Stoned at the track and Elena came over hehe :D I guess Wolverine was okay. Like, the plot itself wasn't too bad, but in the overall scheme of things it was pretty random. The fight scenes were pretty cool though :P
Aish
Tomorrow, tomorrow you close your eyes. You pretend nothing is going on even though it'll be glaringly obvious. I once made myself a promise to never wish for the misfortune of others. So tomorrow, you keep quiet. You be happy because others are happy. Because you're too much of an idiot to say what you think, to the point nobody cares about it anyway. And though every single thing I've said so far is true, it doesn't change the fact that I hope the reason why is not because of anything or anyone else.
Good Night
Remembering this song again:)
She fell in love with someone else and thatShe fell in love with someone and that's all that I know for sure
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